Aaahh I’m STRESSED the fuck out. I got offered an apartment. I’ve been waiting for an apartment (from Helsinki) for a year so I can’t really refuse, despite all the other plans I had made for summer. I’m supposed to move on the 1st of June.

This would be my first time living alone so I’m scared and anxious. So much stuff to organize. Not to mention, I have to make loads of applications, because I need income. I have enough in my savings for the Ireland trip and I really hope I don’t have to use any of those savings for moving/living costs (because I can’t and WON’T cancel the trip). But living alone means that I’ll have very little money to set aside (if any). The rent is pretty low though (I mean, INSANELY low, considering the fact that the apartment is in Helsinki), so that’s another reason why this apartment offer is basically a dream come true.

I was also supposed to start an internship in the summer in my home town, but obviously that won’t happen now, because I’m moving to another city. So that is a bit disappointing, and I wonder if I can ever get a similar internship in Helsinki… we’ll see. I’ll have to move first and then start thinking of, you know, putting my life back together lol.

And lol who knows, maybe they won’t give me the apartment after all, I still have to sign the lease, which will (hopefully) happen next wednesday.